so be ready.
coz itz gonna be f*ckin' jiwang.
*hahakzZZZ!!!!!
Wad i feel
Looking at ur photos in my room...
Watching the video in my phome...
Reading the msgs u gave me...
Makes me miss ya even more...
Makes me regret all those things i did to you...
Remember we watch 'CLICK'??
watched it together at LIDo...
i hope that i had that remote...
so that i could rewind and undo all those things tat i did to ya...
i'm sorry sue...
i loved you but i dont noe why i did that to ya...
i just hope that i just die like how the movie ended...
why cant ya give me a chance??
just one??
make it a last one??
my mind is so confused now...
and i dun noe wad to do...
i miss those times...
and i regret it so much...
there are 3 things tat i regret in my life..
regret for:
1.making my dearest mother cry
2.leaving someone who loves me and that someone could really be someone really special in the future
3.doing all those things tat result me in losing someone i love so much
but wat could i do now??
its my past and i cant rewind it anymore..
but i could still..
pray and hope...
that one day i meet ya again and get to love again...
get another chance from u...
to make up everything that i did to u...
my life is made up of mistakes...
but when will i get it rite??
how can i move on when i really love u??
Why cant u understand??
why cant u give me another chance??
the only time when i will try to stop thinking and try to stop lovin u...
is when i see u loving someone else...
be happy wit someone else...
im saying all this is not to win ur heart back...
not to ask for ur sympathy...
or try to make u come back to me...
But...
this is how i really feel inside me...
i hope u understand....
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mimi*Botak
Sunday, September 24, 2006 // 12:14 AM